Okay so this is going to be a long journal sooooooo keep up!!!

Woot! I'm working on a drwing i did in Gimp that actually works. The last one i had wasn't cooperating very well and had TONS of internal errors. . But it's Fine now. So it's coming along i got the skin done this morning when i woke up. Right now it's 8:27 here at Georgia Northwestern Tech and my class doesnt start till 10:00 But i guess that's why i'm writing in my journal. So anyway i haven't touched the novel i'm writing because i have too many ideas crashing into pieces. I have new beggings, new things, new plots, layouts and crap loads of who knows what. But! I am happy because i have 2 more weeks in the quarter after next week (thanksgiving break). So i get out before any of the public schools in my home county .

On a serious note my grandmother doesnt have health insurance anymore so i'm angrilllyyy pissed with them and Obama-what's-his-face. If my grandma doesn't have her medication she will die, then Scott (my uncle and mom's half brother) will have the trailer and everything in it. Thank god most of her stuff is going in the will for me. I wouldn't trust anyone with her stuff. Besides, i dont want her trailer to get sold or anything and even though it's falling apart, it's a huge momento to me. I have to be careful when stepping on the front porch or i'll fall through. it's breaking and rotting underneathe with every rainfall we have here. I don't want to lose my grandma and i'm sure nobody does. But she is very special to me and out of all th grandkids she had, i'm her favorite. She always told me that i was her favorite grandaughter. Kinda heart wrenching if you think about the situation long enough.

I also found out that my Billy Kaulitz got into a wreck!!!!!His car is torn up and just damaged all over. Thank god he made it out alive and without a scratch! The person that swereved on the wrong side of the road was a 40 something year old man. Bill says "I'm a cerful driver and i never had a wreck in my life. It was a miracle that i'm still alive." Pooorr thiiinggg!!! I love youuu Billl!!!! Also the damage on his vehicle was 80,000 euros (sorry i dont know the sign symbol code). He didn't care about that. He's such a sweeettyyyyy.

I called Mcdonalds to see if they looked up my application and they said that they're not hiring. But i'll live. I guess i need to go job hunting again and that's going to take a while because of this flippen economy the way it is. I'm glad that i'm getting an associates degree so i can get a job (which is asier to find with a degree) and get an apartment is Seattle. I'm taking with me as well. Right now Seattle is soaked in rain and freezing. I checked the weather yesterday for it and it's kinda mucky this week. I guess that's why they invented umbrellas and heating blankets right? Speaking of which, Here in Georgia it's not really that bad. It's cold in the mornings but gets a bit hotter during the day. It's even prettier outside when it's cloudy and the earth has a melancholy-gloomish look to it. I love just walking through the leaves and looking at the clouded sky. If you think about it, kinda reminds you of a survival horror game in the day lol.

So my dream last night was a bit odd and dealt with a train, a fild trip, a woman jumping off a cliff, me and driving some kind of jeep with her having a shot gun and me freaking out saying, "Holy shit, ogh crap, oh shit, oh god," the reason for the shotgun was there were these men that were after us and they for some reason were angry spies for Hitler. I have no idea. And also i was in Mary's room, , and i was putting up clothes. the room was like in 3 parts, there was a main room then went to two small rectangualr room kinda like a closet size but a bit bigger. She had red gossamer fabric on eatch door way on both sides and red/black beads string down from her cieling. The room had this redish glow and even a little lamp on a white wooden vanity desk. It was really cool looking too.

The first part of my dream i remember is i was talking to my 6th grade teacher Ms. Morrison and she was telling me about her trip to russia. Then she told me that my class was going on a field trip to St. orleans (i know there's no such place but that's what she said) and that we were to remain quiet the whole time. If we weren't quiet we'd be shot by some local army, i dont know. Then i remember about this train that was a size of a 7 story building and i was trapped against the wall and it looked like it was about to fall on me. It was scary.

that's all i got. Told you it was going to be long. i dont want to carry on with my dream cause i dont want to waste anyone's time. but take care guys! Love youuu!!